Thursday, November 4, 2010

Dirty Little Secret

Several months ago I dated this guy whose identity we will hide under the name of Kulas. Met him on one of the social sites...where else can you meet a complete stranger these days.  Anyway, I thought him to be a good and nice enough guy that I decided to meet up with him. First time I ever went on a date at 7 o'clock in the morning!

Kulas and I got along well and we always had fun when we were together.  But we were not inclined to go public.  The relationship may have potential but it was not wise to proceed further. Why? Because being together will only add more complications to an already complicated situation.  What to do, what to do?

Well, I actually didn't have to do anything because Kulas left.  He is now in another Asian country, working at a job he used to have back home.  Oh well.... Though we don't communicate much, we do stay in touch...as friends.

When I heard the song Dirty Little Secret again, it made me think of Kulas and how apt that song is for us. 

DIRTY LITTLE SECRET
by: The All American Rejects

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you
Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)
I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know
Who has to know

Chill!

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